Saturday, April 21, 2012

this is just a beginning..

Starting with only ordinary acquaintance, nothing special. all running as usual.
whether intentionally or not, when the desire to help my cousin to send some photos to him, he reacted very good, friendly,and open but I still felt it was nothing special, maybe he just wanted to kind and courteous to me.

but why all of a sudden I found him fit into my skype accountand from it all began. talk and share many things with him even only through cyberspace. I feel like he's so real and always with me until late at night when insomnia comes.
He was a substitute for Korean dramas or action films that I watched when I suffered insomnia has long come.

My first thought this is not love, this may be due to the effect that I was happy because I got the drug from the loneliness that I feel every night.

The reaction was most unexpected was when he was so caring and sympathy when my father died. although much there, I could feel the sincerity from attention and sympathy which he gave.
whether this is just my destiny or my new love story, but now I try to have a relationship with him together.

When he was here, he proved what he could show when I looked and saw him on my monitor. He knows how to treat me. He knows how to love me

and now when the minutes are so meaningful to us because he will go a long way back there to pursue his dreams, I asked myself: "Am I able to continue this relationship?"

I don't know what the answer is, but whatever it is I don't want to give up before live. I know I was born become a strong woman like my mother, I can do the best for this challenge , for the end result I leave all to God, I hope the result will be good for us and .
special for you, hope you okay there, and always eager to pursue your dreams .. I will always pray for and support you. please keep this love for us..

" I have died everyday waiting for you, darling don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years, I'll love you for a thousand more ~ " 

by : rsm

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